Ahmad Pindah

Unlike all the posts in this blog, the title here, as mad as it sounds, actually has something to do with the content of the post. Its a moving company in Singapore. Rather well known, in spite of what i find an insane yet ingenious brand.

I've moved: http://contemplatinghere.blogspot.com/.

Much Love,
Farah

Where I Am ( Am I ) ?

Ive found myself to be a chronic, belligerent procrastinator.

I've procrastinated even the vaguest form of self-improvement and i have fallen into a capricious state of self loathing. Which ironically, only makes me procrastinate more.

There used to be a fuel, a drive, some form of untamed passion that filled my every living second with meaning and purpose.

This fuel, naturally evolved. Some times it would be a person, most times an interest and at a pristine, calm period of my life, it was Him.

For now, i have fallen into the crevices of my own being. I am scattered. I am rather lost. But again, too busy procrastinating to do anything real about it.

Someone inspire me. Someone move me. Someone, please, help me.

I am a dull, cheap imitation of who i used to be and a far cry from who i ought to be.

And in the midst of all this potentially omphaloskeptic musing, i think, this movement and this inspiration must come from within me.

But for now, im stuck at how??


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With Him.