satisfaction

We are talking about

With honours

Much Love,

Farah.

Insane.

I'm just feeling a little insane.

Just a little.

Crazy.

Just too excited.
Just too anxious.
Just too many emotions to handle.


We were supposed to get our SYF results today but because of some glitches, the teachers promised to give em to us tomorrow.


Which is fine.
Well, not FINE, but okay. I'll suvive.


until...

Peices of random information (which Ms N says is specualtion but i highly doubt it) start to cascade in.


Adding to the turmoil already caused by the carnivorous butterflies in my tummy that have been on a rampage for the past 35 hours.


Back to the mysterious information....


4 schools got Gold with honours.
So far, we only know that RJ has got Gold With Honours.
AC got Gold.
Meridian got Gold.
And Yishun got Bronze.
Congrats to All. :)


And then,
a brilliant teacher changed his status on facebook and decided to congratulate the drama club on the results they have yet to receive.


As i was saying.
Just feeling a little.
Crazy.
Just feeling a little.
Insane.


I am not studying for the test because i bloody can't.
I'm going to sew instead. Because that is what Madam does. Sew.
Apparently, its what Farah does too.

Results
in 6 hours.
5 hours 59 minutes...
5 hours 58 minutes...
Much Anxious Heart-racing Gastric Inducing Nail-Biting Love,
Madam/Farah.

RESULTS

Anticipation feels like carnivorous butterflies gnawing your insides and a gnome hanging on your back.

Hypervantilating.

Help.

GAAAAAAH.

much HOPE

love

farah

Superwoman Genetics

Its unhealthy, this Superwoman Syndrome.

She needs to see that she cannot always be the superwoman.

She needs to take time for herself.

She needs to breathe and pace herself.

I wish she would see that she has raised me to be a mini version of herself.

And, boy, am i proud to say that.

Because she is amazing.

But, she needs to slow down.

Because, i'm fine, really.

I'm just a little, well, scared.

reminder

farah, do your chem NOW.

But i can't.

why?

cos i'm distracted.

with what?

with this conversation.

moron.

said you going to be starting something.

shuttup.

grumbles.


study.now.


but i want to kno..

zippit


i just want.


zip.


i want to mamse mamasa memakosah.

Madam Waves At The Door

It's days like these that give me hope.

- Madam

All, i have to say is that i am overflowing with pride and i am overwhelmed with emotions. I cannot beleive that it is over!:( But, i am grateful for every second we spent together as a cast, as a club, toiling and working towards today. Because, it paid off.

SYF, was brilliant. I'm not taking a competative angle on this because, quite frankly, it doesnt matter. All that matters is that i have seen my juniors mature into dedicated actors who prize process the way i've learnt to. I have seen myself and my coactors grow and learn together, overcoming the most ridiculous and tiresome trials and tribulations that i could never fathom i'd have to face. Its been such a rewarding journey. And i am so thankful that i have been blessed with a cast, crew, EXCO, teachers, director and a stage manager that is out of this world. The dedication and love i have experienced is overwhelming and now, i feel rather lost without the rock that drama has been for me.

I love all of you.

Boy, am i counting my blessings.

Dearest EXCO,

I LOVE YOU. And, thank you. I cannot imagine my year 2 without you guys. And, as my term as a President comes to a close, i am happy to say that i think, no, i am sure, we have done a brilliant job. We have showered this club with all the love and care that it deserves and the deication each and every one of you has shown has inspired me to hang on and give the way you do. You guys are the best.

Hugs.

For now, as anjana says, i've got the post-production blues ( and one bitch of a migraine to go with it). I implore anjana to write a bluesy song entitled " the post-production blues" and leon can accompany her on the TMD piano ;)

i love you cherry cupcakes,

till the next time,

much love,

farah.

i mean,

madam :)

Doodle

Aloha oompaloompas.

Today was absolutely exhausting. But Thai food is always the remedy for emotional trauma. So its all good. The weather is completely weighing me down. I cant fight it. Im giving in to this liquid lethargy. Speaking of lethargy , i got scolded 3 times by a random octogenarian in a bus cos i kept falling asleep on him. I was so annoyed. Kinda tickled in retrospect. Drama rehearsals were good. Well, seeing our progress and how the play has come together rather beautifuly, i'm proud of every one of us. Especially the crew. They are AMAZING.

Anywhooo,

Im going to chill out today and catch up with my work here and there. Im really not going to push myself if im not up to it. Afterall, its three days to syf. And if i am going to get worried about my work, it'll affect my energy and that would be, well, disaster.

Alright i am going to toodle off to shower land. But for now, imma leave you with loverly videos from the 80's. I am such an 80's demon child. (haha) Cant wait for the 80's party!! :)

Ciao!

Much Love,

Farah