reminder

farah, do your chem NOW.

But i can't.

why?

cos i'm distracted.

with what?

with this conversation.

moron.

said you going to be starting something.

shuttup.

grumbles.


study.now.


but i want to kno..

zippit


i just want.


zip.


i want to mamse mamasa memakosah.

Madam Waves At The Door

It's days like these that give me hope.

- Madam

All, i have to say is that i am overflowing with pride and i am overwhelmed with emotions. I cannot beleive that it is over!:( But, i am grateful for every second we spent together as a cast, as a club, toiling and working towards today. Because, it paid off.

SYF, was brilliant. I'm not taking a competative angle on this because, quite frankly, it doesnt matter. All that matters is that i have seen my juniors mature into dedicated actors who prize process the way i've learnt to. I have seen myself and my coactors grow and learn together, overcoming the most ridiculous and tiresome trials and tribulations that i could never fathom i'd have to face. Its been such a rewarding journey. And i am so thankful that i have been blessed with a cast, crew, EXCO, teachers, director and a stage manager that is out of this world. The dedication and love i have experienced is overwhelming and now, i feel rather lost without the rock that drama has been for me.

I love all of you.

Boy, am i counting my blessings.

Dearest EXCO,

I LOVE YOU. And, thank you. I cannot imagine my year 2 without you guys. And, as my term as a President comes to a close, i am happy to say that i think, no, i am sure, we have done a brilliant job. We have showered this club with all the love and care that it deserves and the deication each and every one of you has shown has inspired me to hang on and give the way you do. You guys are the best.

Hugs.

For now, as anjana says, i've got the post-production blues ( and one bitch of a migraine to go with it). I implore anjana to write a bluesy song entitled " the post-production blues" and leon can accompany her on the TMD piano ;)

i love you cherry cupcakes,

till the next time,

much love,

farah.

i mean,

madam :)

Doodle

Aloha oompaloompas.

Today was absolutely exhausting. But Thai food is always the remedy for emotional trauma. So its all good. The weather is completely weighing me down. I cant fight it. Im giving in to this liquid lethargy. Speaking of lethargy , i got scolded 3 times by a random octogenarian in a bus cos i kept falling asleep on him. I was so annoyed. Kinda tickled in retrospect. Drama rehearsals were good. Well, seeing our progress and how the play has come together rather beautifuly, i'm proud of every one of us. Especially the crew. They are AMAZING.

Anywhooo,

Im going to chill out today and catch up with my work here and there. Im really not going to push myself if im not up to it. Afterall, its three days to syf. And if i am going to get worried about my work, it'll affect my energy and that would be, well, disaster.

Alright i am going to toodle off to shower land. But for now, imma leave you with loverly videos from the 80's. I am such an 80's demon child. (haha) Cant wait for the 80's party!! :)

Ciao!

Much Love,

Farah

memories

My immune system has failed me once again.

But, managed to study and practice one really big chapter of physics so, hallelujah!

AND i watched a lovely movie - wedding daze. Its nothing to get all rah-rahed about. It was just heart warming.

Also, i was clearing the files on my com and came across all the midsummer night pics and vids from last year.
Boy, does it feel like it was all AGES ago. In fact, it doesnt even qualify as a year ago. More like 10 months ago. Its crazy , the number of things that can happen in ten months.

Anyway, now i'm all nostalgic.
Especially after watching the video Mike had put together for Farewell. All those memories just came flooding back . I can still remember how we all felt such a great sense of ownership. How it really felt like a marvelous dream for so many of us. All that hard work paying off. And all those beautiful memories to cherish forever.

Sigh.

Memoriess all alone in the moooonliggghhhttt.
Excuse me - its the antibiotics kicking in.

ANYWHOO
For those of you who did'nt see the farewell video, enjoy.

Ta-Raa!

See you chocolate muffins when i do.

love,

farah

humpfry

I like the tittle of my blog post. So unrelated to anything.

Besides THAT, i am so sorry for not updating my blog. I guess i've been awfully busy with drama and studies. so yes. excuse moi.

Anyway,

this post isnt too inspired either. In fact, its going to be another narcissitic post that will not provide even an ounce entertainment.

First things first, drama is getting along fine. Im really happy with our progress but SYF is in 14 days and our first performance is next Tuesday, so its past crunch time. Its time to (and i quote) " eat, shit, sleep and live drama ". Wise, indeed.

Secondly, i finally rode on a Harley! How awesome is that. But, i burnt my leg pretty badly on te exhaust pipe. Everyone i asked told me to go to the doctors. But i really don't want to do that. So for now, i am following Karan's and Anjana's advice by treating it with ice and salt. The salt makes is itch and hurt like a bitch. Ouch.

Studies are well, withering. But i have hope and faith that'll be fine. Soon.

Becuase,

Today Charlie. Today, is going to be different. I know its going to be different. It's days like these that give me hope.

-Madam

Signing off,

Farah on Fire.

these open doors

i have hope that we can break these vicious cycles.
i have hope that we will say what needs to be said.
i have hope we can reach across the globe and free the souls trapped by our selfish habits and ignorance.
i have hope that one day, i can make a difference.
i have hope that one day we might heal.
i have hope that one day, you wont cry.
i have hope that we can kill the largest trade in the world.
i have hope that one day, we will love.
i have hope. faith. and choice.


13 000 000 children shouldn't be orphaned because of ONE disease
how about love?

Sneeze

My immune system has collapsed.
Just as i predicted.
Though, it didnt collapse as badly as i hoped.
Yes, that sounds like a completely idiotic thing to say.
BUT, within reason.
You see, if it completely collapses, i'll be forced into rest.
And since it collapsed - but not enough to make me submit to bed and tea,
i'll still be working and studying while i recuperate.
My rhinitis makes me sound like baby Horton.
URGH.
Someone call Mr postman please.
Okay,
I'm going to write an essay now.
So much for rest.
BYEBYE sugar cupcakes.
Love,
Farah :(